I'm going emo on this post since I can't tolerate anymore keeping this story all by myself. If you're not interested to read, then you better not read. This is more to self rambling post to release my tense,anger and disappointment to myself.

Right now, I am on my semester leave till May. I've planned this and that before my holiday and up till now, none were executed. Procrastinate king I am, huh?


I wish we were like yesterday, the first few weeks when I met you. We talked, we chat, we laughed together. I need the old you.


Guess I can only watch you from far. One year of effort doesn't even open up your eyes, yes every person has their limits anyhow I'm pushing my boundaries and overcome my limits. Smile is too fake when I'm infront of you.


I'm staying , being like this for good. At least I'm comfortable with who I am now. I don't need any attention from you, take it all away to your.... :)


If you're reading this, don't be a denial. Yes this post is truly dedicated to you.