as I wrote this down, I am preparing the red carpet , a banquet of flower , dozens of pretty girl near the door , few fireworks and such to welcome 2011. exaggerate much? don't know - don't care. I have strong feelings that 2011 gonna be a good one , for some reasons.
- I am 20 , no longer a TEEN. so must act matured abit lah right? *deep voice*
- License probation gonna end this year. No more noob looking P sticker on my car!
- Be less responsible. Hahah, got into troubles because of being such a 'responsible' guy.
- Starting a small online business, selling some stuff perhaps? Don't worry, I won't sell bras and undies on the internet and start tagging you guys on facebook. DON'T WORRY, I SAID!
- Earn myself a good vacation with friends, or alone maybe? yea, forever alone guy.
- Be a good uncle? my family growing bigger already, I have 3 nieces and 1 more to come. Pray hard its a boy, so we can go fishing and I'll teach him how to ride a bike. HAHAHAH
Those shitty things that I mentioned, some of them were real an eye opener to me. And some of them were left unnoticed due to some reasons I might not want tell here. How silly it is when we fought over something that is not worth fighting for , or maybe chasing something that is not running?
Be it, being single or in a relationship will not change who I am today. Being single for almost 1 and half year ( which doesn't count those funny bumpy relationship I went with ___ ) taught me how to be more independent. There is no need to worry about what to buy for valentine , for her birthday and such, there is no need to save money for all the events. I could use the money myself to buy my own luxurious. Unlike some people who went into a relationship while himself can't even afford to buy a packet of cigarette. These goes in bold, if you can't afford to buy something for yourself, don't ever think of buying something for someone else.
:::: UPDATED 3.30AM :::::
My friend drove me to McDonald Equine Park together with a bunch of friends, it's 2 in the morning and the road was clear. Speeding at 80km/h and all of sudden a freaking KANCIL dashed through infront of us. Tyre screeches, the smell of burnt rubber is what I remembered. No, I wasn't dead. God spare me and the fucking kancil's driver another day. That fucking driver just went off like nothing happened.
We were stoned there, couldn't believe what had happened few seconds ago. Alhamdulillah, I am here now.
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